Why do I feel as though my joy is gone?
I think I might be depressed….
I have fallen into the depths of “I am not enough”…
It could be the ex back in my world…
We do not speak, but I drive the kids an hour away to visit him every other week…
He digs for dirt on me in every corner…
He must push me down in order to raise himself up….
It is the kids who suffer the most…
I remember feeling like he would not stop until he had taken my life….
I want my life back!
I want freedom from constantly being under a microscope!
Life is hard enough without this.
I am not perfect….
My kids are not perfect….
We are doing the best we can.
One thought on “Trouble Finding My Joy”
i hear you.
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